...to keep me on track.
I was on Instagram a few days ago, and I came across a picture of the interior of a condo in NY. The thing absolutely took my breath away. I kept it, and it's now the background image on my phone. That's a symbol of what I'm working for; every fucking thing that I had before my ass hit the dirt. I want it all back. I want to make enough money to provide myself with the lifestyle that I had five years ago. (No...I don't want the life that I had a year ago. A year ago I had my own place, but like I said before, I lost everything gradually. A year ago I was almost at my 'bottom'; living in a basement suite, no car, in a neighborhood that I totally didn't want to be in.)
I want my condo, I want to be able to walk into a store and buy furniture...with CASH (I hate credit). I want to be able to pay my rent, hydro, and cable all in the same month, with plenty to 'play' with when that's all said and done, also known as "the end of the month".
I want to be able to go for drinks with friends, because I can AFFORD to. I want to walk into a store, and be able to buy the things that I like, without worrying that my little purchase will cause something else to bounce out of my account.
The picture that accompanies this post, is the one that keeps me going. That's going to be mine one day soon.
Stay tuned...
A.
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